Okay so i have decided to give this blogging thing a try.
My life has been far from perfect in many ways. I make plans for plans and i hate being alone. I have friends that have been with me thorugh thick and thin. I have friends that would come into my life, leave and come back in again. I had relationship after relationship. Until last year i did not even realize my true potential. I was finishing and graduating with my associates degree. The only thing i was missing is a direction for my life to go and who i was going to turn to for help. My life was going around in circles. i was spinning uncontrollably in a downward spiral desperate for those who love me to catch me. This is when my friends, my true friends were there and my husband...of course then he was just a friend..
At a time when i was falling through the holes in my life and the guy i had been dating had fallen away from me i was in desperate need of my friends and family.
The first to catch me was my now husband Josh. He is the main reason i am writing this huge blog, i want to tell you all what an amazing guy he is. He told me to wait and stay with him when all i wanted to do was to go home and be by myself and by some miracle and change of mind i stayed...we watched my favorite movie PIRATES OF THE CARRIBBEAN 3 and i ended up falling asleep in his arms. It was that night...that hour that i realized that i may have found what i was looking for. Although it was not an easy way to go. Poor Josh had to deal with my ups and downs and my emotional roller coaster of pushing him away and bringing him back into my life. He always tells me he would not change anything about it or me. He eventually, well a month after dating told me he loved me and without wasting any time proposed to me...and i of course said yes. I had given him my heart and he had given me patience and love for who i was.
I am thankful for all my friends and family but the main part of my life and all of heart belong to him. He is my life. I cannot see myself or my life without him in it. I love the feeling of when he is close by...in the next room. I have not felt that in a long time but i have the comfort in my mind and the love in my heart to remind me of that everyday. He is faraway right now but that doesnt change anything between us. It may make things hard because i cannot call him but he can call me sometimes and when he does it is those precious moments i hold on to till he can hold me again.
My life consists of me waiting for the one i love to return from afar. Its hard and i have my moments of saddness or depression but i would not trade it for anything in this world because i believe i am lucky to have some to love that much that it actually hurts to be far from them and i am not talking about across the house or at work feeling i am talking about overseas.
So HI! my name is Gina im 23 years old i live in GA and i am an Army wife. I dont like being told what to do, unless it is by my husband and i dont put up with bull shit. So if thats what you have to dish out...be prepared for a fight. I love my country, my friends, my family and my husband + my darling pup marley. I am here....listening, waiting and ready for what life holds for me.
